Canto III
There is a
certain circular justice
In building
the first charter city on
The
continent of Africa. A kiss
Of freedom
for the world, a kiss of hope
For all the
world that looks in the abyss.
I want to
talk about the time I went
To Freedom
City, met with Song – the “Pope”
Of liberty,
we snidely joked – was sent
As a
reporter to expose the truth
Of what was
happening, so Hell-bent
To show it
was corrupt and exploitative,
To show how
it was run by the uncouth
And show
that it impoverished the native
And
immigrant alike. I went to see
My fantasy
and what no contemplative
Person, one
who truly understood what
Mankind is
like in his complexity
And not as I
would improve him – a slut
And saint at
once – a fractal golden mean –
Who, praised
or curse, can always give a “but . . .”
No, I was
sure that I would find corruption –
And that,
indeed, is what I found: a scene
Of desolate
corruption, interruption
Of wealth
and progress Song had made upon
Sanaga’s
mouth by Kalabi’s disruption.
But I’m
ahead of myself yet again.
I went to
Freedom City, met with Song,
And entered
his great city with disdain.
I could not
see the wealth and freedom there –
No matter
what, I would see only pain.
But even I
could not deny the sight
I witnessed
there. A city growing where
A river
delta swamped the land, delight
Of senses,
energy, and work displayed
Itself in
every nook, both day and night.
I saw
musicians playing by the streets,
Each one
well-dressed, each sounding like they played
The Met each
night; the poets rapped their beats
In coffee
houses; on each wall there hung
The city’s
artists’ works in well-sketched sheets
And brightly
painted canvasses. The smell
Of food
filled up the city, and my tongue
Had never
tasted food and drink so well-
Prepared, no
matter where I went, so fresh
And clean.
And yet, so certain this was Hell,
I could not
see or taste or smell what all
Emerged
before me naturally. I’d thresh
The city
that I saw to give it, wall
And street alike,
back to the people who
I knew this
Song had stole it from, install
A government
who always would provide
Each citizen
the smallest thing and do
All things
for everyone. I would divide
The classes,
rob the rich to give the poor
What I
thought they deserved and chide
Them if they
dared complain. Unhappy, smug,
I thought
that my unhappiness was more
From all the
suffering I saw – the drug
I fed myself
– but generosity
Is never
true from those who, like a thug,
Would take
from others. No, true happiness
Can only
come when you give honestly
From what
you own – that’s how you get the bless
Of happiness.
You give what others earned
And you will
simply live a life of stress.
It took me
many years to learn this truth,
A truth,
despite the evidence, I spurned
In articles
and in the voting booth,
Until I looked
upon the devastation
Of Freedom
City that was so uncouth
As to dare challenge
my ideals. But when
I went to
see the city, revelation
Was still a
long way off. I saw a den
Of thieves
at work, and searched until I found
Corruption there,
as though a place where men
Existed would
not have its stench. But Song
Would have
to learn a city needed ground
Of solid
stone, that bribes were sand, were wrong
Not just as
abstract morals, but because
The bonds
they built were simply not that strong.
Perhaps I
helped to bring the city’s fall –
Perhaps that’s
what a good reporter does,
Exposing wrong
– perhaps I pushed the ball –
Perhaps it
would have happened anyway –
But when my
article collapsed the wall
Of secrecy
in Cameroon, a cry
Went out
against the city on that day.
The government
reacted – they’d deny
Corruption,
but General Kalabi
Was sent in
right away, and therefore by
The end of
that same week, the General
Was occupying
Freedom City. He
Had somehow
failed to capture Song, but full
Of victory
at taking unarmed men,
He declared
victory and killed a bull
Right there
within the city square, a kind
Of sacrifice,
to cleanse the city. Then
He said all
Cameroonians would find
The city
theirs, but all the rest must leave
Within the week,
or he would make them blind.
I think it
now barbarity, but then
I thought it
right. Back then, I would believe
The lies of
all dictators, big strongmen
I now see
raped and pillaged those they ruled,
And did it
with the mere stroke of a pen.
Canto IV