Tuesday, November 22, 2022

Br Free

Why let its fingers grasp your sleeve? You’re through

The wicked forest, in the field of flowers

I planted just for you. There are no powers

Preventing you from gazing at the stars, 

To see the streaking dust, to gaze at Mars.

I’m by your side on winding mountain roads,

On winding roads beside the lakes, the nodes

Of rivers man has made, and through the trees

That hide the singing birds and mute the breeze.

I’m by your side, so calm your racing mind—

Don’t let your anxious fear kill joy and blind

You to the field of flowers, colors spread

In living, loving patterns. Don’t be dead

To all our living moments—do not fear

Our future, a horizon never near.

Beloved, please. Enjoy your life that we

Have built, our children—let your mind be free.

Monday, November 21, 2022

The Common Lies

I watch the news--I'm told the common lies
I cannot trust a thing I read online
The teacher teaches what the truth denies
And information now is indefine

The politicians lie, the newsmen lie
About the politicians and for them
And you cannot believe what they deny
They sell a glass as a true diadem

How can you know the truth on such an earth
Where truth is weeded out and lies are fed?
When everyone is speaking lies, what worth
Is there in truth?--yes, even facts are dead

The sophists and the demagogues feel shame
At their replacements who believe no fact
Or truth, but only who they get to blame
And spread that blame without a shade of tact

The liars are the last to dare defend
A dying world--when even scientists 
Prefer to promulgate the mere pretend
Of science, falsifying what exists

The only people left we could believe
Are poets who do not pretend to truth
But lie in honesty--so do not grieve,
For we predict a new world in its youth

Monday, November 14, 2022

The Path of the Poet

This awesome, awful curse
And blessing none believes
Or would believe--God's voice
And touch God's choice receives.

I'm waiting, still to blossom,
I feel I'm still a bud
And yet I've lost this mark,
No longer bleed his blood. 

An awful, painful curse
That has split me asunder
Is driving me to work
Before it puts me under.

I do not know if God
Is pushing me to live,
But surely it is true
He's pushing me to give. 

Monday, November 7, 2022

Resurrection

In death as in rebirth the soul is brought
By Hermes--up and down are made the same--
We only sell the things that can be bought--
Embrace rebirth, renewal without shame.

The double serpents must untwist to shed
Their skins--to shed their deaths to be reborn--
The serpents then rehelix and are wed--
The male and female each other adorn.

The staff bestows upon you somber sleep--
The staff bestows upon you waking life--
The lyre is lifting legs, so dig down deep
To breathe your coals to fire, to love and strife.

Then Hermes laughed, "Now dance the fractal border!
I make the land between chaos and order!"

Monday, October 31, 2022

Arithmetic Will Not Suffer

There's nothing less comforting than comfort.

Salmonella typhi will do the trick--
He's the kind of germ that'll make you sick!

Maintaining requires constant change
Staying still means falling back
Change requires maintaining and constant change

Giraffes are broken in the forest edge
In visible arrays across the savannah

Behold! An eschatology of man!
We'll surely end as mankind once began,
Evolving into something else--no plan
Can get us there--just know we will and can.

Deciding it was time to go insane,
I chose to be a poet.

Monday, October 24, 2022

Hallucination

We always feel so heavy when we're high--
We think an altered mind will make us fly.

Monday, October 17, 2022

Ending the Siege

There once was an old, wicked witch
Who with her old, warped, crooked switch
Made a castle a sponge
And then, with a lunge,
Made its moat into a mere ditch.

Monday, October 10, 2022

A Serein-Filled Today

I gotta finish what I started

I'm crafting sounds no-one has heard

I can’t leave here all heavy-hearted

And still full of these rhyming words

These words my soul has carted,

Both fly up a single bird

And I know that I know what all that I must say

Both tomorrow and a serein-filled today.

 

You ask me why do I sing?

Well, I just feel l should be singing.

You ask me what does it bring?

Well, what should songs be bringing?

You ask me is this just a fling?
Well, what should I be flinging?

But I know that I know what all that I must say

Both tomorrow and a serein-filled today.

 

Each life lays out its feathered, arrowed arc

You can never know its bend

You fill it like a sacred ark,

You fight and you defend

But in the end the meadowlark

Knows how this all will end

So, I know that I know what all that I must say

Both tomorrow and this serein-filled today

 

I gotta finish what I started

But which no-one has heard

I can’t leave here all heavy-hearted

And still full of these rhyming words

These words my soul has carted,

Both fly up a single bird

And I know that I know what all that I must say

Both tomorrow and a serein-filled today.

 

Monday, October 3, 2022

Sir!

The melted sand made clear

With cooling, dew drops dripping down,

Is full of carbon—hear

It rising through the bubbly brown

Liquid… just call it Coke.

Be Pop, commercial—do not frown 

At beauty, if it’s broke

Or bellicose or makes you drown.

 

The Teslas fill the street—

My son, he sees them all, YouTube

Had laid them at his feet—

He plays the game, he is no noob—

Electric as his brain.

The carbon-powered owner, rube,

Won’t see that all he’ll gain

Is formula when there is boob.

 

It’s fire, these modern words

That bubble up and pop the scene—

Some will curdle, curds

Of metaphors we’ve mixed, obscene

To expert, elite ears

Who get too salty, cannot glean

With carbonated tears

That on the now new art must lean. 

Monday, September 26, 2022

Look

Look at her shoes. These eyes are looking back

At you, but you don’t dare to see the gold

Warm-laced with brown. Look at her socks. You lack

And knit your brows. Your sigh is all that’s bold.

 

Look at her skirt. Your blush makes you complete,

A fool whose thoughts are blue and wandering.

Look at her blouse. Her silky skin, defeat

Your mouth you button, with clich├ęs you’d sing.

 

You can’t imagine what you dare not see.

You just get angry—her and hers you blame —

A rabbit, you can neither stay nor flee.

You lash out—shoot and stab and maim—in shame.

 

You golden-trophied boy, you think it’s true

That all you want deserves to be for you.

Monday, September 19, 2022

Agape Eros Agon

 I wish to make a home of loving you. 

I wish to fuck you endlessly, contrast black sheets with your body.
I wish to love no one but you, a true 
Lust, a never-ending lust, fulfilled by you and your girlfriend’s
Love, as pure as apple blossoms, a snow
Of clothing strewn about my  bedroom,
Of petals whitening the spring, as pure 
As I have never been and never want to be again,
As the wind I was before. Winds blow
Skirts up over hips, hinting at life’s greatest pleasure,
Across the tundra of my past. You cure
My lust for the moment—I will need you again soon to fuck
All winters and turn them into bright spring.
I want to bring light to your covered places.
Nothing is purer than the love I bring.
Nothing is purer than my lust and my desire for your body

There's Nothing In This Pain I Feel

There’s nothing in this pain I feel

It gets me through the day

There’s nothing in this pain I feel

I’m going to go away


I want to feed the flickers flying

Sparks into the sky

I want to feed you as you’re sighing

Sighing your goodbye

 

The ship is sailing

Whales are flailing

Shooting down the stars

My strength is failing

Sirens hailing

Down the dusty cars

 

There’s nothing in this pain I feel

It gets me through the day

There’s nothing in this pain I feel

I’m going to go away

 

The grackles gather, gaze with wise eyes

Up from concrete ground

I cannot find

Within this grind

The feathers that I prize

Within the songbirds’ sounds

 

These folded flowers cannot free

The bees until the morning

Within this pain, I cannot be

But be in painful mourning

 

I want to feed the flickers flying

Sparks into the sky

I want to feed you as you’re sighing

Sighing your goodbye

 

The forest fell

The ship is built

The barnacles will drag us down

You hear the bell

That chimes your guilt

You drop your floral gown

 

Behold the gold that we have found

Depression’s pain will fall

Upon the good and bad whose ground

Absorbs each raindrop’s fall

 

Now hold my hand

And understand

We must be sailing on

We must agree to fight the sea

The land’s dissolved and gone

 

There’s nothing in this pain I feel

It gets me through the day

There’s nothing in this pain I feel

I’m going to go away

 

I want to feed the flickers flying

Sparks into the sky

I want to feed you as you’re sighing

Sighing your goodbye

 

Monday, September 12, 2022

The Death of the Muses

An empty mind, an empty God—

The Muses are deceased.

An empty art we now applaud—

There’s nothing to release

Our souls, our spirits, raise us up

With reason, passion deep

As ocean rivers—fill our cup,

The overflow we’ll reap.

 

The Muses have been flayed alive,

But you’re deaf to their screams,

Dismembered them—but we’ll revive

Into grander dreams

Than you could dare imagine. Rot

And ruin is your source—

But some of us have not forgot

The ancient future course.

 

The Muses live within the deep—

The darkest oceans crush

The artists who believe. You sleep,

Demand the world should hush.

You’re lacking even surfaces—

Your empty minds and souls—

Believing neither ought nor is,

You’re unenlightened coals. 

Monday, September 5, 2022

Vault

A step. A ripple that reverberates.
A string of bells, a blend of drips, a line
That stretches smoothly. Forms that all our fates
Have curved, have chiraled--all it will define.

Our hands have halted. Feet have formed what failed
Our minds to make. A square blank on the bank
Where ideograms grow and words have wailed
In pink-streaked rounds that slowly rose in rank.

Reflection disappears in depth--you'll drown
In voices--volumes only you can hear.
You grab, you grope, you gently jar the gown
That cooly covers with its cotton fear.

The whelks are weighing on my mottled mind
Until they tell you all you bind and find. 

Monday, August 29, 2022

Faze

You have a halo, hazy like the moon's.
You're singing lyrics lazy like the loon's
Your guitar grunges, gathers up new tunes.
I see your halo, hazy like the moon's.

You think that you can hide here in the mist--
You think that there is nothing, none you've missed.
The moon illuminates the haze--the days
Of dreams have danced us to a darker daze.

This phase, this phrase--I'm in a moon-filled faze--
I want to raise my gaze within this maze--
I want to find new fashions, form my fist--
Or, no--caress and care and craft what's kissed.

You have a halo, hazy like the moon's
That drives and dissipates all dreary noons
Whose too-bright light foreshadows all the runes
That make your halo hazy like the moon's.

Monday, August 22, 2022

Near-Sighted Love

You have to love a country from afar--
Where everything is out of focus, eyes
Inventing half of what it sees--don't mar
The visage with everything your heart denies.

The warts and moles and cancers and red boils,
The drooping eyes, the frizzy hair, the smell
Of something warm, bacterial recoils
The stomach, and you know that all's not well.

And yet, the human in you wants to hold
Her tight. And yet, the virtue in you wants
To push her far away. You'll stand alone.
And yet, there's nothing in her flaxen, gold,
Loose curls that doesn't pull. Yes, her hair haunts
Your heart--demands for justice turns to stone. 

Monday, August 15, 2022

Dream Cathedral

I wake from dreams of work--I'm weary--sleep
Won't met me rest--I lie upon the bed
And lie to all my weary ways that creep
Into the edge of consciousness I've fed.

I sit alone--I'm half-asleep--I perch
Upon the limb of R.E.M., erect
And at attention to the shadow-church
Of images awake I will select.

Bohemian success--my dreams address
Reality instead of all my aims--
My dreams betray my dreams, I must confess--
The edifice of art collapses, maims.

Cathedral of my dreams--I lay new stone--
For, for my Judas mind I must atone. 

Monday, August 8, 2022

Fire Season

In mountain firestorms the lake reflects--
While here, where heat is home, the cool collects
And washes trees down dry ravines where pools
Are parched, where fish reflect and we're made fools
By their philosophy. The heron's throat 
Is thirsting for its fish. The mountain goat
Is singed and sings its mountain-echoed bleat
Lamenting all its dead who weren't as fleet.
The earth is red, the moon is black in soot,
Tornado fires are twisting--underfoot,
The lightning strikes while northern shrikes stab mice
Upon acacia thorns. Their bones are dice
That roll beneath the burned and broken bramble.
Too dry and hot, too cool and wet--we gamble
And leave a shamble, ignorant of all
Our worth, our wealth--and we don't hear the call.
The wolves are silent--monarchs flit and fly,
Pretending that they rule. The fish reply 
With fingerprint-ridged scales that prism-days
Are when the heron hunts. Blue breaks the waves. 

Monday, August 1, 2022

My I

When I says "My body" who is this "My"?
Am I not my body? Is it my "I"?
If it is not my body, can it die?

If it is not my body, how can I
Control my body, make it move and cry?
Could this separation be a true lie?

If I say that I know that I will die,
Do I mean this, my body, or my "My"?
Do thoughts such as these make you rage or cry?

We ask such thoughts, but then only get by
On the simplest thoughts, so why even try
To ask what happens when our deaths draw nigh?

This is what makes us ask the question 'Why?"
And no matter how hard, I cannot shy
From asking what or even who am I?

I am this I who I see--I am I--
I am this body, my body's my "My"--
My eye I see I see now is my I.

When I meditate on it, I see my
I looking down at my I, and my I
Looks at my I looking at me, my I.

And all of it, my "I"s, are my body,
And, as my body, change and let me be--
And, knowing this, now I know that I'm free. 

Monday, July 25, 2022

Fairness

Why should I give you immortality
When you've repaid my love with loss and lies.
My interest in you's given me no gain.
When I'd invested in you, I'd the sense
That you had wanted me, to spend your life
With me, no matter, through all gain and cost.

An irony that my poetic art
Should find a use to lease eternity
To one creating all this darkness coined
In such a soul creating, making due
The dividend of all my poetry
That I wrote since the time that I lost you. 

You should be banished from the city, not
Be given immortality by me. What? Mercy?
I sit in black-robed judgement over you--
You have repaid my love with lies and such
Indifference. The promised blossom wilted
Despite what I invested in us two. 

Would priests dare grant that God would give
What I now give you here? No light would enter
Through rainbow windows coloring the church
You entered in. You're blind behind the veil
Of bitter blue you choose--life without gold
Sea shells, sunflowers bringing life your value. 

You left me and the only way I'm paid
Is by my constant balance on this bridge
Between my past with you and some far future
Finally free of this, my memory
Of how I felt and feel and spent on you.
For that, I grant you immortality? 

Monday, July 18, 2022

Barren Desert Cliffs

Go swing, swallows--sudden arcs up in the sky,
Away, cliffs with nests they hid from wind--They fly,
They dip, fly up, eating insects in the dry,
Barren desert cliffs.

Yes, once people lived here on these cliffs-they dwell
Among ancient ruins still. The stones that fell
From hand-fashioned places decorating well
Barren desert cliffs.

They graze barren land, the desert bighorn sheep--
They're cliff-canyon fleet, and knowingly they leap
Along ledges--desert residents, they keep
Barren desert cliffs.

When great Nebuchadnezzar's beautiful wife
Began feeling homesick, he made come to life
A great garden that transformed out of the strife
Barren desert cliffs.

Returned, condors soar above the desert places
They once winged above--they fly in ancient spaces
They once vanished from--now each dark shadow graces
Barren desert cliffs.

Now, man built his own high cliffs, and he assembles
In them numbers such that earth herself now trembles.
Transformed land is raised, and now our home resembles
Barren desert cliffs. 

Monday, July 11, 2022

Reaching Essence

The sage scholar that intimidates (or so
I've been told) so many I have met with all
I know--art and science and philosophy.
I've carved out this mask.

A small part of me, I reckon's still up in
The green hills--Kentucky where I'm still laid back,
Where jokes jump more freely, friendly from my tongue.
The South made this mask.

Can you not see I am right? I argue with
And quick-question people who I know and meet--
This love lives in me, unpleasant though it seems.
My least pleasant mask.

My brain's wired autistically--do not expect
A good memory to shop or for a name--
I can't feel the same as you--the world's intense.
My gene/brain-made mask.

My art aims for beauty--All my poetry,
And plays, novels--I transform to beauty words
Through sounds, rhythms, symbols, and in images.
Descent gave this mask. 

A dark hermit here in my library-cave.
I read, study, write, and think--alone. I make
In home-quiet spaces, decompress from life.
A need-daily mask.

I love, think of, love to spoil the ones I love--
My wife, children--I make them feel all the love
I feel--more than anyone could ever love.
Why not see this mask?

Monday, July 4, 2022

The Key to the Temple

Do you what to know how I worship?
This is how I worship--
This, here, what you read, with words, words
With rhythms, words making meaning through metaphor--
Connecting time up and down, up and down
The same, a circle, but not a circle, too simple.
I worship the word--In the beginning was the Word--
I worship the most human in man, the word, the logos--
In the beginning was the Logos.
in the beginning of man was the thing that made man--man--
I worship  the thing that makes the rocks sing--
I worship the creator--
The Word that is with God--
The Word that was--and is--God--
Words in natural rhythms--the rhythms of nature--
Words winding around my mind--
Words a west wind carrying pregnant clouds on the horizon--
I am pregnant with the word--
The words flow out and through me--
The words that sing and dance and make me--me!--
I am my words--the best part of me plays upon the page--
What is left of me will be my words--when I go
Only words will be left--
The Word that is in my is the Word on the page--
The best of all words, the best of all worlds--
I have learned to become the best part of me--
I have learned to be and become--me!--
Here is what I worship--the Word--the word
Is what I worship--words in rhythms--
Skipping across the page
Like stones skipping across a shallow pond. 

Monday, June 27, 2022

The Company I Keep

Romantic poets, Nietzsche, Faulkner keep
Me company--their company I like,
Embrace, find dear--these minds that always strike
My mind. They make it dance and curl and leap
In ecstasy. I rise to angel-heights
Of light that's threatening to kill my cave
Where shadows once were seen as real--I'll save
My body-soul in tensions of delights.
The ecstasy of body feels the call
Of reproductive bliss, my body warm,
Responding to her touch, the feather-fall
Of fingers, lips, and love, our body's form.
My body-mind entwines--I don't dismiss
Where minds touch mind in reproductive bliss.

Monday, June 20, 2022

Magma Rising

The land of living mountains slopes out gently
To the green sea in fold of tiny glass--
The glows red from dusk to dawn, and brass
Clouds move to bracket blue from red intently.
These are the lands that call for us to live
As these lands live--more dangerously. Careful,
Though, that you are not burned, that the heat's prayerful
Pull will not threaten every step, or give
You over to mere carelessness. Each movement
Needs style to perform you  to a new
Person, renew your body and your mind.
A past without regrets, and each new moment
An affirmation of your life, the true
Lava that makes the land much more refined. 

Monday, June 13, 2022

Nymphea

The water lilies spread across the water,
The veined, round leaves spread over their thick stems,
Hollow and buoyant, white and pale pink gems,
These buds and flowers opening, a daughter
And mother to an invisible nymph
That skims the water with her dainty feet
The minute she emerges, wondrous heat
From opening damp flowers, white as lymph,
Pink as early dawn. Opening between
The lily women nodes create desire
For cool pool forms that shimmer like they're fire
Across engulfing waters where men wean.
These nymphs will merge in hope to purge each urge
To see the beauty of their pond emerge. 

Monday, June 6, 2022

Revery of Fire

Are you prepared for revery? Cold silence.
The fire's flickering flames are meant to bring
The mind to quietness so it can sing
Of purified scents and a new reliance
On comfort, on the ancient well-lit hearth
That warms each soul before it, flickers it
With rhyme and rhythm, metaphor and wit,
Contra Ashbery, Lyotard, and Barth(es).
A silence in her natural biorhythms,
The rhythms' flickering flames are pulsating
In ears and minds, are dancing, gyrating
Until from absence rises newer rhythms.
Art's killers face the judge and jury, flee--
Now flames can once again give revery

Monday, May 30, 2022

Pensee

A garden full of pansies, long and broad-
Faced, multicolored flower, stern or smiling,
All making faces, frowning as they fling
Away their truest thoughts--their bed's a fraud.
You try to pry into their pansy-thoughts
And you will find your deepest disappointment--
A Sartrean deep angst so when you're spent,
You may proclaim them only flowery naughts.
Their capillary xylem, sap-filled phloem,
Instead of our red arteries and veins
Don't make their lives inert--it's true, life wanes
No single bit in difference of poem.
When we learn many-thought, we'll come to see
All wisdom's poetic reality. 

Monday, May 23, 2022

The Silver Sculpture

My brother and I stood in the white room
Of the museum, each of us staring
At the silver sculpture, mirroring whom-
Ever walked by. A round-bottomed spike sharing
The room with a tall man in uniform,
The security, each uninviting
Until the man told us to push the form--
We did, each making a tinkling delighting
Each of us and the man as the sculpture
Rocked back and forth. This was the thousandth 
Time he had heard the tinkling--the future
Would of course bring more--I doubt the millionth
Could make this man's delight ever depart--
His constant joy was the far better art. 

Monday, May 16, 2022

The Cliffdwellers

The topless natives in grass skirts. The cliffs
Where they have fashioned homes in wind-carved space
That overlook the canyon, petroglyphs
That spell out each dark spiritual place.
The neighbors nearby and across the canyon
All work together to etch out a living--
Dry desert farming and collecting pinyon
Nuts from this desert land, dry yet quite giving
For a century to those who would work
To leave their mark in this echoing place,
Now ghostly silent. Birds and lizard lurk
Here now, but nothing else, a slower pace.
These people now are gone--we don't know where--
But, seeing what they've done, none should despair. 

Monday, May 9, 2022

Mythogenesis

The lion prowls in shadows just outside
The edge of consciousness and the tree's shade,
The blond beast in the sun--it will abide
In our unconscious mind, where fears are made.

The hawk swings, soars above, just out of sight--
It's hiding in the gold-glare of the sun.
His shadow terrorizes, sends to flight
Ancestral fears that death kept at a run.

The serpent slithers, low on the dark ground--
He's venomous and hidden in the grass--
He creeps with crushing coils, won't make a sound--
He brings us fear that few could dare surpass.

Such fiery fears--our minds act as a flagon
To mix these fears and make of them a dragon. 

Monday, May 2, 2022

21st C, Salon

A cafe, black tables, fresh fruit, and wine,
People in black chairs outside conversing,
Surrounded by the thick, sweet scent of pine
That precedes even the flowers of spring.
I miss the salons, the movements, the thought
That comes out of like minds talking as one.
We've missed out on things that we could have taught
Ourselves about culture, what art has done.
The cafe brings us the promise of art
Lifted from the shackles of Heidegger,
Kant, existentialist angst. A new heart
Can now be born, flowering within her.
We sit at the black tables, lean in close,
Art's new medicine is the strongest dose. 

Monday, April 25, 2022

Shamanic Return

Where are the shamans that descend to bring
Up poetry from Hades--these new Huns
Cannot transform without the gift of art--
The world will desiccate in decadence.

A gold and emerald feathered serpent
To terrify us with its promises,
Convince us we must all at last repent
To gain his insights--shed, renew our souls.

One must descend in order to receive
The gift that will transform the pain and strife
We find ourselves in--we must now believe
In a new culture that believes in life. 

The shaman's poetry will heal the rift
That's poisoning our culture--that's his gift.

Monday, April 18, 2022

A Night Below

Where were your dark eyes when I searched for them?
I found a place, a deep, water-filled cave
Where I could lose myself for a time, stem
The expanding void--I knew I'd be brave
Among the bats and the mud and the stone.
Instead, I found echoing in the dark
Heartbeats of promise I was now alone--
I saw my life on a desolate arc
That would not vanish when I left the cave--
I'd stayed down so long, I now saw the moon
Lighting the forest that fractured the wave
Of falling rain beating out the same tune
Your eyes made in me when I saw them last--
All my love's beauty belongs to my past. 

Monday, April 11, 2022

Why Bother?

On those you love the most, your words fall silent--
At home you're just ignored, or seen to boast.
You know, but no one wants to know--you share
And no one want your knowledge, wisdom gift--
It goes unheard by those you want to hear
The words you wish to say. You know no one
Who has the ears to hear--as Jesus said,
A prophet is not without honor, save
In his own country. None who know you can
Believe, for those full of the wealth of knowledge
Of you cannot believe, and even have
A horror that you possibly could have
Within a wisdom that they don't, could not,
A knowledge to unhearing ears that's new.

Monday, April 4, 2022

Condemned

The old woman sits alone in her house,
dust filling the creases of her skin.
She now matches her clothes,
her furniture the same shade of gray.
She chose her place years ago, a place
where light has not sifted through
the soiled panes in soiled walls.
She no longer has the energy
to rock in her chair
or yell at children frightened
of the witch who lives in the spooky house--
children's imaginations the same
yesterday, today, tomorrow.
The same as the loneliness she feels,
having given up on the sun, preferring
the chill of the empty room, empty
but for her, as empty as her drawers,
her refrigerator, her closet, her cupboards.
No children to see her, to even miss
her calls or absence.
And now the smell has dissipated from the house,
the flesh stretched tight over her bones. 

Monday, March 28, 2022

For Roland Barthes

I
I am
I am so
I am so very
I am so
I am
I
I am
I am so
I am so very
I am so
I am
I
I am
I am so
I am so very
I am so
I am
I
I am
I am so
I am so very
I am so very bored
Are you, yet?
A
A poem
A poem based
A poem based on boredom?
Why?
Why not?
You accept Theory based on boredom. 

Monday, March 21, 2022

Voyeuristic Philosophizing

Voices on every side, saying
And meaning in islands of sound
Merging and emerging to mean
New things in my ear--
Channels to my mind until
I hear ideas and twist them in
My mind to thoughts now filtered by
Derrida and Wittgenstein,
Nietzsche and E.O. Wilson
Until they have become my own.
I philosophize on the sounds
Slipping through the air, across tables
And to and through my ear canals,
Translated to electric pulses made
Into meaning in my mind, twisted
To thoughts, new and reworded, forming
A new world view of fragments
Heard and read--
Philosophy by collage. 

Monday, March 14, 2022

An Elegy for Cathleen

When everybody's second mother died
Then everybody saw her casket, cried--
A tribute to her years of mothering,
Of giving children in the neighborhood
A place to play, a place of love and cookies--
Of homemade chocolate-chips that all kids loved
But me--a mother, warmly, to take care
Of everyone, to head the PTA,
To be a room mother for everyone
As much as for her own two dear-loved children.
Yes, everyone she ever spanked in youth
Came crying now to see her in her death,
For one last time, each wanting now to see
The one who, living, loved them so, so much--
No spankings kept a kid away--they came
Each day to play and, more, to feel her love.
The children she "adopted" coming hours
To see her one last time--more children came
Than any mother who had given birth
To multitudes. A funeral full of youths
To see the woman who had given them
A mother's love, enough to share with all
Who came--the bad turned good in her embrace--
All felt her equal and unequalled love. 
When everybody's second mother died,
Then everybody came to see her off
There were more youthful arms to carry her
Away from all the crying eyes that day
Than there were golden handles on her casket.

Monday, March 7, 2022

Man and Message

"People should listen to the message
and not look at the life of the man"--
A sentiment common, heard places 
other than from a young women in a coffee house.
Good art is--
form and content in harmony.
An unaesthetic sentiment above--
Unaesthetic : unbeautiful : unmoral.
Hypocrisy is--
form and content in conflict.
The person portrays the message beyond
syntactical, grammatical sounds strung together.
To be aesthetic: "People should pay attention
to the man who gives the message."
You have to live a life of style. 

Monday, February 28, 2022

Trying to Say

An endless series of poems.
An endless series of novels.
An endless desire for sex.
An endless trying-to-say.
And endless trying-to-show.
An endless series of paintings.
An endless series of sculptures.
An endless superabundance.
An endless overfilled cup.

There are those of us who try to find
That final thing which will still the mind.
But do we want desires to cease?
Do we want our active minds at peace?

The poem which finally says it all.
The prose which shows the finished soul.
The full-filling orgasm.
The at-last-I-have-said-it.
The at-last-I-have-shown-it.
The painting which expresses all.
The sculpture which turns all truth to stone.
A final satisfaction.
The cup is finally emptied.

A dream of death--
A dream of Hell--
A loss of breath--
A dungeon cell--

I must share, I must share my view
Of life--for my sake, not for you.
I never wanted this rare gift, it's true--
But now that I have it, I must confess
It is a curse that manages to bless
My life, transforming all the more from less. 

Monday, February 21, 2022

On Partly-Cloudy Days

The clouds clear out to an azure opal sky,
The blue patches white and gray we've seen for days--
The sun sits unseen behind the thick, slate remnant clouds,
But warm, felt at last.

I sit, sullen, in the shadows now--at least
There's sun shadows I can sit in, separate
The well-lit and shadows all the same, the dusty
Dull shade-colors same.

The clouds move above, the light expands, contracts
In life-pulses slow upon the gray-green ground,
And yet, every slow expansion of the light
Shines life-life to me.

I know clouds will soon depart, the opal sky
Transform, spread above in even shades of blue,
Give free reign to sun and sunlight--and yet I
Will miss clouds of gray.

Monday, February 14, 2022

Romantic Lips

I want to sing about your lips, so red
And thick and full. I want to part them, kiss
Them moist, brush them with my fingers, keep fed
Your thoughts I may have tried to lead amiss.
If the lips I speak of in this verse
Are those you use to kiss and breathe and eat,
I know that you would never think to curse
This as anything but a romantic feat.
Why cannot speaking of those further down
Be so expressed in all our poetry,
As this? Why must these lips bring such a frown
Of disapproval--they should be set free.
Beautiful, romantic, and not perverse,
Those that think not, it's their souls that are worse. 

Monday, February 7, 2022

The Baobab Tree

In the cavern we carved in the baobab tree
We awoke to the life we had created
In the openness cut out between the thick
Wood walls and branches.

In this space we can find a small place of peace,
A small place where we can separate ourselves
From the wildness we find outside these walls--
Out where leopards lurk.

The unpleasant heat of the sun stays outside,
All of the smells are replaced by just the one,
The cool, soft, heady, pleasant smell of the wood
Penetrates us both.

In here each of us can make a home of each
Other, the dark hollow of the baobab 
Is a place where our closeness can finally
Be felt most fully. 

Tuesday, February 1, 2022

Falling Stars (2003)

Above us, in a clear, blue Texas sky, 
Our heroes we forgot were heroes
Scattered out in a trail of white and sparks.
Our heroes in death, our heroes in life--

Where were we when those stars shot into space?
Why must their bravery become their deaths
Before we remember them as heroes,
To love them for who they already were?

Look up to the blue sky and understand--
From star dust we have come, and to star dust
They, who came closest to touching the stars,
Have returned to us as a falling stars.

Such brave stars rising into the heavens,
Men and women facing death on the edge
Of their own destruction for us on earth--

We, who proclaim the death of the hero--
We, whose lives are made better by their work
And their sacrifice and heroism.

Why must we act until it's too late?
Our heroes also return to their homes
On intact vapor trails of white on blue. 

Monday, January 31, 2022

Macques

In the steaming springs
The frost monkeys warm themselves.
Light sparkles the snow. 

Monday, January 24, 2022

How I Was Moved to Feed the Birds

The black grackle hopped
Up onto the patio
Its feet puddle-damp.

Untouched

My love will not be touched, like all my loves
I've ever had--my hugs are not allowed,
And holding hands with her, it just enshrouds
Us in a new-moon night. She'd wear her gloves
On both her hands and heart--cold unheard-of
Behavior for a lover?--such dark clouds
Reign over women now and only crowds
Away the chance of true love. Darkness shoves
Its way between lovers, women and men
Driven far from each other, yes, until
All contact's lost among most everyone.
Why must we taste this cold carcinogen
Called fear of being touched?--it makes us ill,
Alone and lonely--without hope or sun. 

Monday, January 17, 2022

Rebirth

The man I was, the child I've become
Are separated by the gulf of Hell--
A sea-voyage past terrible islands,
Into storm-tosses seas of chaos--without
The benefit of the taste of Lethe.
Surrounded by black flames and spirits I
Wrestled with the Devil until I won
The right to sail from the storm and away
From the beautiful islands of joy--bliss
Blew in from the west to carry me, cold, 
Up to the rising sun creating new 
Horizons of rosy-red, orange, and gold 
Spread across the sea--evening's rainbow sea
Shining smooth in front of me in blue miles.
Nothing can be the same for me from now.
I have returned to these stone shores, reborn,
A child once again, I'm living wonder--
A child returned from graves of living men--
A child with eyes that learned to understand
In ways the man I was could never do,
Blinded by my dark, preconcepted world.
Now, I see the world I thought I knew--dark
Is light. I return to these shores, reborn. 

Monday, January 10, 2022

Sorrow's Haunts

The cypress and the willow weep the pond full--
The sorrows of all they have seen slowly drip
Off their long, light, green branches and leaves.
Sadness fills the pond.

Dusk calls the loons to fill the sky with their calls--
Such sad calls from water's mirror surface spread
Through the woods and echo off the mountainsides. 
Sadness haunts the woods.

The evening's mourning doves give way to gray owls,
Whose deep, full, sorrowful songs cause cool shivers
To spread through everything small, creeping, and warm.
Fear fills the dark woods.

As morning breaks, I wander. beside the pond--
My skin is clammy in the dew. The crickets
Chirp their last, and I find that I still miss her.
Fear haunts my sadness.

Monday, January 3, 2022

Upon Your Leaving Me

The house is empty now and full
Of ghosts of all your works, the things you said,
The words which would delight and pull

Me out of all my sadness, gone
So long as you were there. And now you're dead
To me. The crescent moon at dawn,

The vanishing moonlight of night
Which I reflected from the sun to you,
It hovers over the sea, bright

For one last moment, and then fades
And fades into the bright, expanding blue,
The blue beyond the waving glades.

I walk among the grasses now,
Dalmatian by my side, scaring the birds
Before us--they fly up aglow

In the sunlight to carry high
The sorrows flowing out from all my words,
To carry them into the sky.

I stop and wish their lives were mine--
So simple, good and bad, hunger and thirst
So clear, obvious, and fine--

But such a life retards the flow,
We must refine and redefine the worst
And best in tragic high and low. 

How can a poet writing songs
Have base concerns like hunger, thirst for sex--
Should not the faculty which longs

For you be only of the soul,
And separated from my darkest X,
My animal lust, darkest hole

That wanted you now naked, under
My naked body, just two animals?
Why must we fail to be our wonder?

Our Dalmatian runs beside me,
And, neutered, happily is scaring gulls--
He acts we think our our lives should be.

The glades give way to sand and beach--
My boat rocks gently, alone at the dock.
The waves laps on the shore and preach

The love of the embracing arms
The sea can offer me, its loving rock
That makes me feel as one and warms

Me with the sameness of the clock,
Its regular tick-tock, its rhythmic feet
Which whirl me like a dervish flock.

I step onto my boat and wait
For my Dalmatian to join me and greet
Me joyful, ignorant of fate.

The sky is blue, the wind is up--
I set the sail and say into the sun
Which pours its light out of its cup

For me to drink deep into me.
Relaxing, I let my Dalmatian run
Around up on the deck--he's free

And, free, allows me to drop off
Into a revelry, and then, asleep
For I don't know how long- a cough

Awakes me, caused by falling rain--
The skies and seas were rough and gray--a deep
And flickering fear from my pain

Combined with the sporadic gusts,
Which tossed my boat between chaos and calm,
And made me, god, and boat mere dusts.

And then the gusts became a gale
And all the calm dissolved into a psalm
Of chaos that made me turn pale

With fear of the madness around
And deep within me--terror, terror, terror!
The sublime monster was unbound

And made the world around me dark
And everything vanish to nothing--error,
Nothing, and all the nothing's mark.

The darkness cracked into the gray,
And gale returned to gusts, which calmed me down--
The calms as beautiful as day.

My dog lay, cowered from the rain--
I feared the two of us would surely drown--
I held onto my rope and pain

And gradually released the last
As winds died, calmed and clouds drifted away
And clarified me to my past.

The sun has calmed the sea--above
The sea, the calm, the unity, the play
Of chance--even the sand I love

More now than I could understand.
I sailed my boat back to the waiting dock
And followed my dog to the sand.

I took a break and I felt hungry--
A meal was due--so what if man and clock
Said otherwise when there's an angry 

Stomach that's calling for good food
And drink--for nothing is wrong with the pleasures
Of the flesh, neither bad nor good,

Like sex with you-- I see it's true--
I see it now as one of our gold treasures
We shared--it was one of the few

We had together--food and drink,
And sex were all the pleasures that we had
Together--and our only link.

And now I see, I see so clear--
I see the thing which nearly drove me mad
Was this, precisely what's so dear 

To seeing how to be a man,
An animal more than an animal.
And, seeing this, turned and ran

Up to my hilltop house where I
Could now begin my new life, my new call--
Art, to ensure I'll never die. 

Monday, December 27, 2021

The Blemish

Beside you I lie and lean on my right arm--
My left hand massages the bare skin, so warm,
Of your back, until I notice a small charm
Of dark color there.

Did you know a mole is on your back, my dear?
It sits right where tail-bone meets the back, right here
Where you feel my finger--one place that's not clear,
So small, dark, and rare.

"What does it look like? Is it wrinkled and strange?
I can't see it--I'm afraid it's out of range
Of my field of sight. Will it grow? Will it change?
Does it have a hair?

"I'm glad you can't see it--that makes it all mine.
A small part of you alone--I'm sure it's benign--
That you can't see, but through me--a point, a line
To your everywhere.

"Rub my back some more and leave my moles alone.
And while usually I do not dare condone
My parts claimed, I'll let you have the mole I own,
To keep us a pair.

Beside you I like and lean on my left arm--
My right hand massages the the smooth skin, so warm,
Of your back, enjoying the sight of your charm
Of dark color there. 

Monday, December 20, 2021

Pro and Contra Fraser

Timeless light shines through the window, the day
Making electric the atoms likely
To bring every object certain to move
Into the life that feeds and breathes and breeds
With slight intention over organic
Ways of seeing those symbolic goals we
Have made into concrete houses for us
To turn over to history--or, no,
History actually precedes by far
The uniquely human, the social found
In all our ape ancestors, chimpanzee
Culture, ritual, even medicine
Bringing them closer to us socially,
Since social history precedes humans,
Each of us, loosely, was already us,
Social like other social mammals, not,
Thankfully, like the murderous social ants--
We have built a very different house,
One where love lives, a bright electric light.
There is no such thing as collective love,
As we can learn from the collective ants,
There is only found among them murder. 

Monday, December 13, 2021

Melina and the Serpent

The plush toy rainbow snake I bought
Became alive in your sixteen-
Month-old imagination. Thought
Took hold of you to make a scene--
An eye-spark warning, then--attack!--
You thrust the snake toward your mom
And hissed, expecting her to back
Away in fear. An insight bomb
Goes off in me--you know before
You're told that snakes are scary things,
And that your mom should be afraid--
Your spark belies intention, flings 
Away false theories. You have made
The argument for knowledge we
Were born with. Hissing snakes invade
And your Dimetrodon bites me
Across my belly as you grin--
You were not taught these things, but you
Use ancient knowledge found within,
Evolved to help us know what's true.

Saturday, December 11, 2021

Melina's Infant Dreams

I clean Melina's mouth now that she's full--
My lovely girl in blue has blue eyes closed,
And now she'll cuddle close to me to sleep--
I love to watch her when awake or dozed
Off sleeping--so I wonder, does she dream
Of her beloved mother feeding her? 
Perhaps she dreams her future--crocodiles
And music, acting plays--dreams she'll defer.

Monday, December 6, 2021

Self-Organization

Listen, all you false life-lovers:
Consider your wise man who says,
"Look upon the tree, does it live
Off of the deaths of any other?
So, too, must you live your own life."
Such wisdom is such foolishness:
All life continues if the sun
Continues on its path to death.
Birth belongs in death's love-embrace--
Parents die so their child may live--
Antelope die in lions' jaws--
Leaves are ground in antelopes' teeth.
Humans, the most alive of all
All the more require the deaths
Of others as a sacrifice--
The simple making more complex
Human thought and life possible.
The foolish haters of all life
Reject change, embrace death
That makes the more turn into less.
Unchanging nature is this death--
Humans made into animals, 
Animals made mere chemicals,
Chemicals made into atoms,
Atoms made into energy,
And all of this aline, mere death--
This is the image of evil;
Creative growth is that of good
And why God sees it all as such--
As beautiful and just and true. 

Monday, November 29, 2021

Traveling Without Moving

I have passed from the past, I have moved
From science and history, traveled to
The realm of poetry and my story,
I have moved to the future, the void
That is the realm of nought, philosophy.
I traveled all the way by river boat,
I am rocked by the waves of its time.
I sink the screw into the water, churn
My way upstream, then lift it out again
So I drift once again in the frothy flow.
I seek at once both mouths and sources, sense
And dark nonsense and, between, a new sense.
Can I rule, be a hero, and a saint?
An artist, with each image that I paint?

Monday, November 22, 2021

A Song for Anna

I love my life
I love my wife
I love the home we made
I'm full of praise
For all the days
We've live and loved and played

She is my source of happiness
With her I feel most free
With her I feel I must caress
The life she's given me. 

I love my life
I love my wife
I love the home we made
I'm full of praise
For all the days
We've live and loved and played

Monday, November 15, 2021

Time Saved

An hourglass, its waist too wide--the sand
Falls through too fast--in seconds it is over.
What good is it to tell time for my trip?
I travel down the parkway, missing sights
On highways that would wander through the trees.
It's faster on the parkway. More efficient
Time saved. Time saved at the expense of beauty. 

Monday, November 8, 2021

For More Timefulness

I spend my days in constant study,
Finding how I need a more timeful life
Wherein existence becomes less muddy
And I've evolved to clarify this strife
Which lies inherent in this existence,
Where only small green buds may slowly form,
Meeting every new and old resistance
To such cool, open flowers from the warm
Buds from plants from sun and minerals came,
Complexity bringing forth much more time
Than we can at this low, bud-level name
Or understand or even start to mime.
And yet, I feel the pull into complex
New timeful levels than my mind reflects.

Monday, November 1, 2021

Mammon

A Prayer to Mammon

"I bow down and worship, ready to serve--
You are all, what I live for. And even if
I see no soul staring at me from my
Mirrored eyes, I will see no evil
In anything you make me do. For the promise
Of cars and planes and vacations
To places I have never been, I will turn 
Myself into your supplicant, manipulate
Every man I can manage to your ends.
All means shall be open, as necessary--
Charm and meanness, truth and lies.
There is no meaning but what can be purchased
By you who rules all. I will sacrifice
Myself, my friends, my family--
My happiness and joy, the growth of my soul--
To making more of you, my god.
With you, I can purchase all I lost--
Let my anger flair at those who stand
Between me and having more of you.
Amen."

The Happy Man Speaks to Mammon

"You are a way, and not the end
To which we all must aim. Things
Will not bring me joy--only comforts
Of life, clothes, a belly full
Of good food--good things one can enjoy
With family, friends, and wife.
You are a means to physical comfort,
Experiences, a relaxing life,
To books and music, movies, plays, and art--
May I never forget that is all you are."

Monday, October 25, 2021

Conjoined

Perfection is conjoined to death
Just as the soul is truly breath,
As to a carcass vultures fly,
The breath is gone, the dreams will die.

The vultures hop upon the earth,
Devouring what you are worth--
The worms that wriggle on their beaks
Will sound the soul's resounding shrieks.

Your carcass writhes--you're living yet--
Utopia is where you met
The onyx blade, hear beating still--
The vultures, maggots get their fill.

From chaos you can't order life--
From vulture bones you'll make the fife
That leads you children to despair--
Your beauty's one that is not fair.

Yes, you bring death, the vulture's meal--
The culture's ground beneath the wheel,
And you rise up--the Devil's son--
For death's conjoined to perfection. 

Monday, October 18, 2021

Contemplation

I'm asking you to contemplate
The meaning of the stars,
The placement of the planets, fate,
How Venus seduced Mars.

And I will contemplate your eyes,
The beauty of the turns
Of galaxies and fern, your sighs
That make sure my blood burns.

And we will contemplate the birds
That sing their mourning song,
And all the phrases and the words
That make us both belong.

And they will contemplate the two
Who sit upon the hill:
The moon, her mate, the sun, who do
For each the other's will.

The earth, well, it will contemplate
The life that makes it live--
The animals, the plants debate
The love that we must give. 

And you will contemplate, I ask,
These words I sing, the song
Declaring death won't deal its task--
This, love, will right that wrong. 

Monday, October 11, 2021

Speaking Poetry

The key to speaking poetry
Is practice, practice, practicing,
For then your language will not walk,
But take the music, dance and sing. 

Monday, October 4, 2021

The Golden Age

Was poetry revered
In some forgotten age?
Was rhythm, rhyme once cheered,
Each author seemed a sage?

Perhaps I'll sing a song--
That poetry's alive--
And you will sing along--
My words will then arrive.

Perhaps a future time
Will love mere poetry,
Where conversations rhyme
And rules make language free. 

Monday, September 27, 2021

Replicas

I climb these stairs, a replica of stairs
That are a replica of stairs the nuns
Would climb--yes, Plato'd be appalled. Each bears
The cares of children, artists, each one runs
Deft dewy droplets down the long, lined leaves
And waves in wavelets then, each dancing, leaves.

Perhaps great Plato's thoughts and dreams absurds
Our views on art that Aristotle cured--
A copy of a copy set in words
Makes voiceless every sweetly singing bird
That makes the poet swoon and rise and bow
And even love the seagulls on the bow. 

Why sail in seas and row on rivers rising
From deep, dark places in our souls, from death
Where deepest knowledge rise from our surmising,
Through our unforgetting, warmth letting breath
Communicate in complex chaos, life
In art, the beauty forming endless life. 

Monday, September 20, 2021

The Artist and His Muse

She lays across my shoulder, head--I lift
Her high--she whispers in my ear--I'll die
If I don't cede--my winged soul must shift
To take her sirens' song I can't deny.

She is a burden I must love--her beauty
Breeding more beauty through my fog-filled voice--
I love, I hate to feel her song--my duty
Is always to obey--I love my choice.

Beloved, there's no burden that can raise
The soul to realms of child-play--she'll prey 
Upon your feathered mind--yes, she will raze
It to rebuild, and to her you will pray.

The sirens are the sisters to the Muses--
Creation or destruction--each one chooses.

Monday, September 13, 2021

Salvation

A painting is a meditative space
Whose beauty lifts the troubled soul to grace.

Monday, September 6, 2021

Mind

The man-made cavern mind of coal and white
The monster dust delights the nose to cough

The blackest phlegm that yellows with delight

Our eyes and all the bowler hats they doff


The sigh wrens tiptoe on the tide abide

And do not know and dare not hide their scales

And teeth that tear their caverns opened wide

And blowing air that belly out the sails


The belly of the leaf is coral who

Has lectured us on pataphysical

Soft diamonds who speak every lie that’s true

And mark the world with every alpha bull


Akkadia is where the soul now rests

Assyria has eaten every heart

Behold the concrete nowhere and the breasts

That drag with chains the abalone cart. 

Monday, August 30, 2021

North and South

Summer sunshine in July
Darkness to December
Dancing in the turquoise sky
Nothing to remember

Paradox will drive the ox
Slowly down the field
Crashing, caught upon the rocks
Knowing it won't yield

Sex and sex and sex and sex--
Nothing, nothing, nothing--
See the sun, how it reflects--
The lake, the moon are bluffing

Monday, August 23, 2021

The Garden

Above the soil cracked by drying mist,
Above the river flowing, eddy-kissed,
Glass flowers bloom up on their stems of steel,
Their rainbow swirls against the earthy bricks
Refracting fractals focused light we feel
As heat that harrows off our hides and licks
The lemon, orange, the watermelon green,
Raspberry and blue--fruitful, true, and blown
By breath that bears the love of life unseen
Until the transformation to known
Unfragrant understanding is unwound
And fractured flowers do not make a sound.

Monday, August 16, 2021

Wandering Mind

I'm bored--I think of writing poetry
I'm bored--I'm thinking about you and sex
I'm bored--my soul is aching to be free
I'm bored--I'm drained down to my very drecks

I'm bored--oh, did I mention sex with you?
I'm bored--my mind is flitting, flying, fleeting
I'm bored--I have no wings, my feathers flew
I'm bored--the time has stopped, always repeating

I'm bored--I need some liquor and some food
I'm bored--I don't know what to do today
I'm bored--I visualize you in the nude
I'm bored--I want you in the bed to play

I am so bored that I've become perplexed--
So send me naked pictures via text. 

Thursday, August 12, 2021

Careless Culture's Consequences

In this world's longest, widest, deepest valley
The world's tallest and strongest dam was built
And left to fill, and then forgotten. Silt
Built up as water filled. It drowned each tree
And bush and covered every tiny hill
Across the mountains' slopes, filled every cave,
Until the great dam could not longer stave
Away the weight of water, slit, until 
The waiting water pushed across the top
And cracked the concrete until it broke
And all the water washed, a single wall,
Downriver. Force, no force could ever stop
What they'd unleashed upon themselves--they woke,
The ones who could, to what destroyed it all. 

Monday, August 9, 2021

Stories Need Be Told

Postmodernism--voice of the elite--
Their poems reverted in the sure defeat
Of all the voices of minorities
Whose stories need be told. A story frees
The soul from Hell. A story will give birth 
To future paths we never thought were worth
The time to contemplate, perhaps a new
And branching branch of time. Each voice is due,
Each voice should sing its single subtle song
To show autistics, women, both belong,
To show that African-Americans,
Hispanics, Asians, all the world have plans
And goals and stories we should hear, are told
In lovely lines of lyric poetry
That free us all and make the blind to see. 

Monday, August 2, 2021

Metaphors for Vengeance

The vengeful cannot grow in love—

You cannot see in red

Each actions that your loved ones take.

Your feelings will be dead.

 

The vengeful cannot grow in virtue—

Machetes don’t grow trees—

Its scythe with harvest poisoned grains

For death’s all it can seize.

 

The vengeful cannot grow in peace—

They live in constant war—

The valleys flow with horse-high blood—

You’ll slip upon the gore. 

 

The vengeful cannot calmly sleep—

They toss and turn in hate—

They’re slashing throats and gouging eyes,

Distributing their own fate.